….and I feel numb. Not sad, not angry, not anything. Just numb.
Everybody has their “where were you when this happened?” story, and I am no different. I was in the 12th grade at Tallwood High School in Virginia Beach, Virginia, and I was sitting in Ms. Hilker’s Trigonometry class. Before class even gets started, another teacher runs in and says that “another plane hit the World Trade Center, and there is a large fire at the Pentagon.” We have a television rolled into class, and we just watched the events unfold for the rest of the class. We saw the towers collapse in front of our eyes, and we were horrified.
When I heard about the fire at the Pentagon, I became really worried, as I have an uncle who works there (he lost friends in the attacks). I called my mother to tell her what happened, and she instantly started her attempts to make contact with her sister (a high school teacher at this point) and her fiancée (now husband that worked at the Pentagon). Unfortunately, trying to make calls to anywhere north of Richmond was a problem, as the phone lines were jammed. I got out of class, and my best friend Jonathan brought me home that day. My mother called the house and said, “If I can’t get in touch with my sister, then we are heading to Northern Virginia. So, pack your bags in case.” This was a frightening prospect to me. Driving to Northern Virginia at a time when we did not know whether there were more attacks coming on the horizon? I was hoping that it did not come to that, and it luckily did not; she made contact with them shortly before she left work. Everyone was okay.
The constant images made me sick to my stomach. I remember that it was on every channel; even The Weather Channel made heavy mention of it during its weather broadcasts. At a certain point, I asked my mother if we could just watch HBO because they were the only channel that was not showing ANY coverage of 9/11 at all. She obliged. But when we turned away from HBO to watch the 11pm news, we saw that there was rampant price gouging going on across America. The news announcer, apparently believing that these spikes in gas prices were real because of the likely origins of the attack, was panting on about “$4.99/gallon gas in Kansas City, Missouri…” So my mother and I went out to fill up our gas tanks, and I could not help but to notice just eerily quiet and peaceful it was. After that, I went to bed, frightened at what the next day had in store for us. Of course, the news that Mohamed Atta had actually lived in Virginia Beach and scoped out potential targets did not do anything to make me feel any better in the subsequent days and weeks.
Well, I am ten years removed from that day. And I feel numb.
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